by Paul John Depra
Every single being has different uniqueness and sometimes we cannot understand why those people behave like this, why people behave like that and why do I behave like this also. As I learned about the idols of Francis Bacon, I was able to understand why those events happened and specially each one of us have different idols but some was not able to understand those things. I am blessed because in the lecture about the idols of Francis Bacon, I was able to know myself more especially which of the four idols that I will work out more and sometimes we are not aware that we committing the idol of the tribe, idol of the cave, idol of the theater, and idol of the market place.. These are some of my experiences regarding with the four idols of Francis Bacon.
Idols of the cave
When I was in my childhood years, I really believe that Estancia is the only place who compose the world but as the time goes along and as I learned about the Iloilo, the Philippines, the Asia, the world and the universe, that time I knew that the world is too wide for me to explore. I studied in one of the private school in our town and during that time I thought that I was so bright in all my contemporary children in our barangay which I discuss so many things to them that they do not knew. I was so confident with myself that already knew a lot things that my contemporary children do not knew especially those children who does not go to school. As I grew up I already explore our town and some of the towns near to us and I always tell to myself that estancia is the best town compare to others towns like Carles, Balasan, and Batad. Wherever I go, I am always proud that I am from Estancia and if there are some discussion regarding with towns, I always insist our town about the infrastructure, the port, the fish and a lot things.
Idols of the theater
One of my qualities when I was in high school is being an athletic person and not to lift up myself I am one of the best player in our school (NIPSC) in term of volleyball. I was scouted by the couch of the Estancia National High School to play to their school for the district meet and to represent our town in 5th CDSA meet. I was convinced by my teammates and through the advice of my P.E teacher to accept the opportunity given to me. Every day I practiced in Estancia National High School and some of my teammates are very strong in terms in spiking compare to me. When we have our practice, I always do a lot of movements to show other students who are watching us that I am a best player like their players. I spike the ball as strong as I can to show those girls that I am a good spiker and some of them cheer for me. Every time we jog, I always do a good posture in able to show to them that I am well fit player and to empress them. I always show myself that I am especially when there are girls looking around and it worked because there a lot of girl link and liked me.
Idols of the market place
I still remember the picture that my lola gave to when I was 3 years old that she was holding me in her place in the market. Before, my grandparents was selling vegetables and fruits and if my mother will say, I often times in the market together with my lola. One of my experience is this, when I was in Cavite City having my vacation there almost 6 years ago, I have encounter a good girl friend there who is a Dating Daan. I meet here in the birthday of my cousin and as I stay there we always have a discussion about our religion. Being a member of the church in our parish I have some idea regarding with our faith and about other religion because of some recollection I attended and listening the discussion of my older brothers in the choir. I always insisted what I know and sometimes my good girl friend was not able to answer me especially when I asked about the founder of their church, and tell her some the teachings of the catholic church. During those days, I just talked and talked to her even though I don’t know if are all words came to are true because my only intention is to convince her that the teaching of the Catholic Church is the right one. I already used some falicies to defend my stand although I don’t know those things. In the end, I convinced here that I am right.
Idols of the tribe
I was in my elementary years specifically in grade three when my brother suffered a very high fever in the middle of the night. It was timely happen that our parents was not around and only my first cousin who is the one supervised us. My cousin instruct me to pick up our grandmother lola Soling who is an quack doctor or a faith healer. Lola Soling’s house was so far that you need to cross one mountain and walk for one hour in able to get there. Beause of my fear that my brother might die, I immediately followed my cousin’s command. As I walk, there are so many things comes in my mind like aswangs, tianak, manananggal, kapre, and some scary images that I might encounter as I walk alone. I tried to strengthen myself that I am not afraid of them but when I was climbing the mountain, I heard a very load sound that grasp in my back so immediately I ran very fast and as fast I can. I reached my grandmother’s house full of sweat, in tears, a very fast heartbeat because of my belief that an aswang tried to get me.